Well, I'm past the one month mark for my first list, which is how long I gave myself to complete it. I didn't finish it all though. Should I look at this as a failure? I don't think so. So what if I didn't finish everything... I did get about half done and as the month wore on I realized that all of the things on the list I would like to get done but it's just really not the right time for some of them. Starting a marketing campaign the month before Christmas and with my next semester starting in January, I figured that's really something I need to put on the back burner so I don't spread myself to thin... and same goes for the website makeover. I think the list was a bit ambitious.
Today has been an odd day. Earlier this afternoon I felt on top of the world. I had a nice relaxing Sunday and was feeling good. But now, here it is midnight and I'm feeling stressed and frustrated. Over the last few hours I've come to the realization that my Children will be spending most and I mean MOST of their Christmas break at their Dad's house. Why, you ask? Because their Dad's new wife gets to be a stay at home mom while I have to work. If you couldn't tell, I'm slightly bitter about the situation. So, I will spend a few hours with my kids on Christmas day, only to take them back to their Dad's house later that night so I can get up early and go to work the next day.
As I go to bed tonight I'm going to pray for a new outlook on the situation...
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